Unca Walt
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I am still very shaky. 30-odd hours later.just hanging out with my new pal covid...not nearly as bad as I've heard, at least so far...being healthy and strong is what my doc told me is my saving grace...ask me in a week and I'll tell you if I agree with him...
1:30AM, and I wake up falling apart. Herself drove me to the ER. Atrial fibrillation in spades, doubled. Pulse rate 140, BP 230/140.
The hospital is absolutely full. I laid in a flat bed (fully dressed) for 12 hours with stickers all over me, and an IV drip. They drew blood twice.
But here's the rub: It's in the ER. I felt/feel like Death taking a *****. The ER bed is more like an operating table (non-adjustable, narrow) more or less in the open. Uncomfortable as helll after a while. EXTREMELY PAINFUL to lay in it without being able to move (as in poopp) for 12 hours. I have a spinal owie that woke up.
After about six hours (8AM), this person came around pushing a food thingy. She placed breakfast on a flat surface a dozen feet away and left. <-- There was NO FARGIN WAY I could get to it, and I was so shaky I just ignored it until it was removed, and -- behold: DISTANT LUNCH REPLACED IT STILL TOO FAR AWAY TO REACH.
The above is a nit. But when you are in noisy solitary in a truly painful situation, small and crazy things stand out. I took the pain (and essentially, abandonment) until 5PM the next day, when they told me the entire situation.
After being immobile for 12+ hours, I asked what was the plan; they said there was a "waiting list" of 18 people to get into the hospital for care, and I was number 8 on the waiting list. <-- They explained the hospital was 110% full, too bad so sad.
So just lay there and hurt, Unca, too fargin bad.
I realized I could lay there, essentially getting NOTHING to help, other than an extra dose of my already-prescribed A-Fib medicine, and with no possible recourse for the forseeable future... I called the busy nurse in and said:
"I am leaving. Get this **** offa me. You have a blue ton of patients you CAN do something for. I am not one of them." I signed the release and left, went home.
Here. I. Am.
Still feel like I have to get better to die. Shaky as a political promise. I consulted with Scotty on the phone (he is in Oregon), and he had me go through the previous day BEFORE the A-Fib hit.
And I think Scotty scored. Here's why: When he asked what alcohol in any form I had taken before the attack, I was surprised to tally it up:
Two snifters (shots) of Crown Royal while reading in the afternoon, two glasses of red wine with dinner. THREE aperitif glasses of Brandy with a dash of Kahlua.
Scotty: "Daddy... Um... Alcohol can trigger atrial fibrillation. Especially in octegenarians."
Oh dear. Big change in lifestyle coming up. No more booze of any kind for Himself.
I love brandy, good beer, and nice wine. <--Well, they are now a memory.
I haven't had the courage to check my BP and Pulse rate yet. Herself is asleep and the stuff is in there. No coffee yet. No puffing.
Late Edit Add: Dang. Herself came in with the BP rig. I am 165/100 Pulse 100
Still deep in the grass.
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