Stay up, Giggy. All we can do is take it one day at a time, and sometimes one minute at a time. Hopefully, the next doc will fix the fukup the last one left behind and the first lawyer will find you a pot of gold. Just think; no more work, lots of money to build every car/truck you ever wanted, and a mansion with a huge garage to hold 'em all.
I know a pain free working knee would be top priority, but all the pain and ******** you've had to deal with is worth ample compensation. I've never sued anyone, but that butcher has it coming.