You are doing your mommy proud. God bless you, Subbie.Good morning friends. I just had a moment. The quiet time I get to myself by being an early bird has been the best part of my day staying at mommas house taking care of her. the morning buzz here is just incredible maybe the situation and the fact I’m not smoking as much here and Mr Subbie tightens me up everyday with a rolled Arsenal of homegrown just in case I need it. She has a nice private patio which she never used this I do visit a few times a day when I have a moment.
I don’t know how much longer she can hold on. No food or fluids now for 6 days 7 starting today. Been making ourselves busy getting some things cleaned out around here while we have all this time as busier is better than sitting around waiting for her last breath. (Actually dreamed that she got up and was upset about all the stuff I had thrown away and put on the donation pile. It was a crazy dream during one of my 2 hour sleep sessions between drugs I give her every 3 hours. ) She is and has always been a strong woman and it doesn’t surprise me. Her vitals are all good but her breathing is shallow and sometimes stops completely for 45 seconds before she gasps for air. My breathing also stops when I see this and have thought “this is it” many times already.
just realized that I have a great buzz and seem to be venting here so thanks for reading my short story
hope everyone has a beautiful day
Sounds to me like you are going into a much happier chapter. Good on ya.I'm getting ready to head to my office to clean all my stuff out. Next week's my last week.
Figured I would get it cleaned out before Monday.
Monday and Tuesday I have to escort a HVAC crew at the Secret Service in Irving.
Wednesday and Thursday I'll be in Galveston Texas for a couple site visits and of course Friday will be bye bye mother fkers.
Hell I gave my two weeks and haven't even got my call that I have the other job.
From what I've been told I have the job.
Don't care,,I was getting tired of traveling anyway.
My SS pays my bills. My job gives me options that a fixed income won't.
I will never forget being in Miami airport with my Brother who was doing a craft showi in Fla.
make it from all of us please my DearSorry Subbie. I try not to think about what your going through because it brings back horrible memories of my Mom dying of Lung cancer.
At the end she wasn't eating or drinking. I don't know how she held on so long. I have a picture that was taken when I was hugging her for the last time. To this day I can't even look at it.
Believe me when I say I know how you feel. I wish you weren't going through this my friend. Give your mom a hug from Weedhopper.
I loved raisng bees and have a ton of stuff.
Yeah I haven't touched Hard Liquor or Caffeine in a very long time. I could probably do Half Caff but I don't see the purpose. I like my Decaf and Lite beer. If I ever start to have problems again I will adjust my Thyroid medication 1st and go from there. They give me the lowest dose which is 25 mg Levothyroxine and I only use 2/3 of a pill a day. So I'm on a very low dose. It's amazing how it stopped my AFIB. My AFIB was horrible. Every so often my heart would go berserk. You could see my shirt moving. I would damn near pass out and would be soaking wet with sweat. My chest would hurt like a mother fker.I did all the tricks available untill it went away. Such as bending over and straining and messaging my collated arteries in my neck, not to mention coughing real hard I did that for years until the last time I went to the hospital and the fkers actually checked my thyroid instead of just my heart and stress testing.
. Now it's at 1.8 to 2.4 where it fking should have been all those yrs.
Did they ever say anything about Graves Disease to you? My good friend had similar symptoms as you and they found it was his thyroid also, they even went as far as to kill it with radiation. His thyroid never died but he still takes meds to help it function correctly.Yeah I haven't touched Hard Liquor or Caffeine in a very long time. I could probably do Half Caff but I don't see the purpose. I like my Decaf and Lite beer. If I ever start to have problems again I will adjust my Thyroid medication 1st and go from there. They give me the lowest dose which is 25 mg Levothyroxine and I only use 2/3 of a pill a day. So I'm on a very low dose. It's amazing how it stopped my AFIB. My AFIB was horrible. Every so often my heart would go berserk. You could see my shirt moving. I would damn near pass out and would be soaking wet with sweat. My chest would hurt like a mother fker.I did all the tricks available untill it went away. Such as bending over and straining and messaging my collated arteries in my neck, not to mention coughing real hard I did that for years until the last time I went to the hospital and the fkers actually checked my thyroid instead of just my heart and stress testing.
My TSH levels was at 8.9
It was like a miracle. I still can't believe it sometimes. What a relief.
Kool! We are delighted to see that our original bees were doing well in their new home, especially after putting in the extra effort and paying the extra cost to save them.
Yowza. But that procedure is what the docs call the "Hail Mary" pass.
No graves disease. A doctor mentioned ablation yrs ago but said only if it was absolutely necessary. Glad I didn't do it.
Yes sir that is 100% correct. Some scary shit that might or might not work.
Yeah, it's tough when a. girl. uses. me. as. a. sex. object. Verrrry difficult.
I can still do it standing up, Walt.
