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RWS is good people. She likes you for heavens sake.

Hippie, i have no more jars, just one for a little medicine. I will be officially out.. good timing.
 
I remember first time I pulled out a joint and she'd never seen pot before !-- U ever try to teach someone who has never smoked anything to inhale ?-- She finally figured it out ! I created a monster !-- Any blame can be laid at my feet !
 
I have about an ounce Rose....we made it. did you ever think you would be able to grow all the pot you needed with a little for friends .
In fact, I smoked my first joint of this years. The fruity punch limb I cut off a week ago. Pretty good , being so early.
 
Good morning all, been up and down all night, sleep evades me. There are still echo's of her presence and it's harder to let go than I anticipated. This too shall pass is what I keep hearing, it will get better with time is what I keep hearing....no and no.....my mother died at 66 years of age and its not fair and I have been robbed. We still had many more things to discuss and more good memories to make. I feel lost, and I miss her so much. I have never felt this type of pain at a loss, this cuts deep. I know your all tired of hearing about poor Kraven and how he is feeling....I'm sorry to keep bringing it up, but I find comfort in sharing with my MP family. Thank you all for letting me share during my time of grief.
 
Now that I'm done with that for a bit hopefully here is some bud porn to look at, BF CK and the PK x Heri both will come down in the next two weeks. Then will have room to move the ChemD x Cherry fuel into the flower tent till the sativa finishes up a week or so later.
 
Good Morning Kraven I am Lost for words..Lets have a Bowl!
Sweet Pics ..time for a new camera, Mine will not load into my computer.
 
Thanks for your kind words Cane, ...yea they will come, still got a few clear mixed in, good looking shot, what strain are you running?
 
Good morning all, been up and down all night, sleep evades me. There are still echo's of her presence and it's harder to let go than I anticipated. This too shall pass is what I keep hearing, it will get better with time is what I keep hearing....no and no.....my mother died at 66 years of age and its not fair and I have been robbed. We still had many more things to discuss and more good memories to make. I feel lost, and I miss her so much. I have never felt this type of pain at a loss, this cuts deep. I know your all tired of hearing about poor Kraven and how he is feeling....I'm sorry to keep bringing it up, but I find comfort in sharing with my MP family. Thank you all for letting me share during my time of grief.

brother i feel you in this pain. i lost my father in 2006. i had gotten mad at him as it seemed he wanted me in his life but never called so i quit calling for about 5 or 6 years. he had walked out of my life when i was 9 and back in when i turned 21. i never told him what i really thought because my dad taught me to respect my elders. just before he got sick i took his great grand daughter 4 and his new great grand son new borne to see him for the first time. he drank himself into alcohol syndrome and dementia. when he pasted i was crossing the texas line. he was 57 at the time. i wish we both could get some sleep. share away bro.
 
Kraven, no one is sick of you. You have every right and reason to say what you say.
There will never be enough time with loved ones.
 
Seeds were bag seed sativa this is my first grow been flowering since July 2nd??
 
Wow giggy, sad to hear, this losing a parent is different than losing a friend or a grand parent, not to belittle myself, but that was my mommy. She just was mom, and she was good at it, and when I really needed advice, she was the one I talked to, Me and my dad were more "manly" so our talks always are.... be tough, figure out the solution and push forward....mom would just put things a different way. I really miss her, she was a big part of my life, she lived 20 minutes from me so I saw her all the time. Now nothing is ever going to be the same, I feel a profound emptiness right now, sorta the feeling like gosh, I just don't know what to do with me next.
 
I'm really sorry giggy, kinda selfish to go on about my situation when others are having tough times, it sounds like a plan giggy, got some coffee and rolled a super fattie :48:
 
Wow Kraven ,Giggy You are both going through some tough times..I know it will be rough to lose my Mom and Dad they are still going along @ 92...:48:
 
nice pics bros. i did take some but most of the time i don't take pics of gorilla plants they are not pretty to me. these were in tall grass but the grass has started to lay over so i had to move them. you never know what your going to do to ease your mind into thinking about other things.
white elephant (white widow x tranquil elephantizer) about 4'
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white widow x big bud between 4' and 5'
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poor little sour diesel between 3' and 4' late plant
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ghost train haze #9-1 tall seems fim worked real well on this plant she is between 7' and 8' when stood straight up
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gth #9-2 5' bush same age as other if i remember right
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I'm really sorry giggy, kinda selfish to go on about my situation when others are having tough times, it sounds like a plan giggy, got some coffee and rolled a super fattie :48:

bro it is not selfish at all, that is how we stay strong. if it wasn't for the folks out in cyber land i would be out of my mind now. if you need to talk shoot me a pm and i'll give you my number. i'm going to go smoke a bomber with the ol lady. be back in a bit.
 
I enjoy aging. But I look at my family and see them getting older. I lost a grandmother a few years ago. It wasn't her death than bothers me. I saw her a year before she died. She was on the other side of the glass visiting me in jail. She was crying because she wanted to take me home.
She was starting to lose her mind to Alzheimer's and she couldn't figure out why I was gone. It's the fact that I wasted the last bit of her time here. Never again. You can't take love for granted. Our time here is short. No amount of time will ever be enough.
 
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