Yes, that hit the spot. Could, I make coffee. I don't think so. Yes, I'm going crazy. I'm still alone. And, I'm afraid at night. I'm all lock up, got the dogs, and I am well protected. Have not shoot my 45 yet. I think it will happen today when the sun come up. I watch a video on how to shoot a gun. So, I'm all set. I have shoot a 25 before. So, I am not gun shy. Just a little on the caution side.