Thanks rose. I know it's hard, and we will get through this. I've just never seem depression. Not really. Yeah when o was locked upni was down and out. But what my wife has is something. She would never leave, even if that meant sinking with me. And I feel the same. I guess I am used to fixing stuff. I fix our cars. I fix our house. I run power, I learn what I need and do it. I am a fixer. And when I can't fix it, it messes me up. I look back when I was 18 or so, I thought I was smart. Ha-ha. I'm sure I'll look back at 27, and find I was just as dumb and niave as I was at 18.
I was so busy I forgot to check my grow last night!! I had time to water some seedlings this am. Once I get a few nice buds, I'll be posting up a pic or two.