Keef might be a little bent, but he's not broken & he certainly isn't a tool! So sorry to hear about your dear friend Kraven; I can understand your fear. Hope he recovers somehow. So many going through such difficulties: first & foremost in my mind, WeedHopper, Rose with her recent stroke, YD dealing with his sister's cancer & his wife's depression, and I could go on! Each & everyone of you are dealing with major life struggles, whether physical or mental. It's so easy to be consumed by these hardships & totally miss the little jewels in our lives. I, myself, am very guilty of this. Guess what my stoned butt is trying to say is, cherish all those little jewels & utilize them during the struggles. It is our only power to overcome. Ok..... DD Over!