Burnin', Thanks for the reality check! I know I'm just frustrated now, and you're right: I'm not going to give up. And yes, I'll take the clones now and see what happens--you're right. I can always trash them if the plant ends up a male.
Hmmmm...what's the best strain so far? Can't be sure, because the harvest isn't cured yet. I waffle depending on what I'm testing. I loooooved the Hawaiian, very strong, but then, the WWf2 is equally potent.
The Purple Frosting is less of a body high and more cerebral, and doesn't have a narcotic effect to it. But it's great for daytime pain, and not falling asleep. And it's fun as heck to create with it--I think it's the most "fun" strain so far. But it's also hermied on me. Still, worth trying again. It's a really FUN smoke.
The White Frosting is also really good, and more of a body slam, but still some cerebral stuff too.
The auto White Dwarf seems really, really good, but then, I've only had a tiny taste so far, and it was quick dried.
Hard for me to guess what I like best---I'm still such a newbie at all this. Guess I'll just have to put in the time, keep learning, taste and experience everything I can. I just don't have that connoisseur's palate yet. Hopefully in time, I too, can become a pot snob! <G>
But for now, I'll just be happy with a better ratio of females to males. I do have to say the "plant direct into the cart" experiment was better than I ever thought it could be. I can let them get bigger and fatter than I can in pots, because there is more room. And it's a snap to wheel them in and out, plus less damage because they are not in individual pots.
OHC, thanks so much, hon, for the pep talk! I do appreciate it. You are so right. The anxiety is fear based, and I need to let go of that and just know it's all going to work out just fine, and that I WILL have meds when I need them. I'm going to make this work. Boy, did I need your pep talk--I feel so much better already!
THANK YOU BOTH SO MUCH! You were JUST the medicine I needed today!!!