its a common misconception that smoking weed doesnt bring along other negative things. i have been on and off smoking weed for the last 3 years but when I am on i definatley notice a difference in my behavior. i become a straight up crack head for weed sometimes. sometimes if i start smokin early in the day i end up smoking 5-6 times throughout the day to try to remain high but i just get tired. i dont get a tenth of high as I used to and whenever I am around my friends they are continuously smoking so we are all passed out in about an hour. thats not fun to me.. when i am not high i am usually hte life of hte party and when i get high i talk for hte first 15 minutes then sometimes im usually silent for the next few hours. i get head aches if i dont smoke and if i can wait to smoke only once at the end of the day its the best high in the world. i find it hard for myself to use in perfect moderation and my memory is horrible. when people ask me what i did over the weekend i dont even remember half the time. weed is such a part of my life it is hard to imagine life without smoking just because rolling my joints and blunts and caressing my weed is part of my daily routine. part of the reason why i have bad side affects from smoking is because i dont use it in the right moderation. it is just very difficult for me to do so because i have an obsessive personality and addiction runs heavily in my genes. i have been obsessed with weed for hte last few years and to be honest.. i konw it has done more harm than good. i have spent thousands of dollers on weed its just that when you get high you are gonna come down and feel bad too.. its not relaxing. i dont enjoy feelin like shiz a half hour after i smoke but thats what happens. as much as i say i love weed im sayin it because im obsessed with it and dependant on it. for a long time i was convinced that smoking weed made everything better but that wasnt that case. with that mentality i didnt feel like doing anything if it wasnt smokin weed. i needed to smoke weed at lunch and before school some times but that just made the day a lot longer. smoking weed is a reward and should be treated as one. i konw i need to start using in better moderation