Small update. Rose, thanks for checking in! For the most part, we are in agreement. I know she's going through a lot right now and my hobby is catching the focus of her unhappiness. My part as her husband, is to let her vent and being open to her feelings.
I'm not sure how much I've mentioned here, but her father is dying from cancer. I'm not quite sure where it started, esophagus, or stomach or something like that. During his second round of chemo, they had to stop because his health was too bad to continue. He couldn't eat, couldnt do much of anything really. He was getting better when they found another tumor, on his brain this time near his optic nerve, causing terrible headaches, hearing and vision loss. Round 3 of chemo.
Before they even started, they found it had spread to his liver and the lymph nodes surrounding it. He's pretty much terminal now. He's seeking experimental treatment and hospice.
I started looking for strains for his chemo. I've got several different strains that have been known to help cancer patients with pain and appetite, as well as sleep aid. He's currently taking morphine injections before bed and when he wakes up, and pops loratabs all day. I'd like to help some of that go away. I'll be doing this grow and maintaining it.
I'll also be starting 70 beans this weekend hoping to find the right combo for him. I'll put up a grow journal if anyone wants to follow.
My wife has been wanting my construction to finish so I can start this grow for him. She's tired of seeing him hurt also. I've pushed myself to exhaustion finishing it, but I'm ready to start now.
I'll post pics of 3d when I get home.