Just feel like ventin a lil.

[Mutt]

Man been a crazy two months with everything, but I find myself really missing growing.
Growing always gave me a "center" things could be going bad on a day, but I'd walk into my grow area and just start tinkering and looking and forget about all the other "drama".
I have high hopes in the near future I can get another area set-up and growing some beautiful plants.
To me growing was more than just growing my own herb. It was being a part of nature more so than a "regular" garden ever gave me. Even though I love growing anything. Its that whole "being one with nature" thang. And no I DON"T HUG TREES. LOL
but I still have my stash of seeds, so now its time to really plan something and start all over from scratch which will be a fun process. Something about "starting over" is liberating. Its true freedom without any limits just coming up with a plan and making it work.
So hopefully in the next few months or so, I'll be sproutin some new beans and puttin em under that nice light which gives me comfort in its own right. Then after that gonna start using that giant metal halide in the sky as well .

 

[SmokinMom]

Hi Mutt!

I am glad you'll get to grow again. Sounds like it was very rewarding to you. I can't wait to see your future grows! Haha, you tree hugger!!!

Hang in there, you're garden's coming soon!

 

[Elephant Man]

Here's to many resinous flowers heading your way...good luck, and will be great to see ya back.

 

[Hemp-o Kitty]

.....To me growing was more than just growing my own herb. It was being a part of nature more so than a "regular" garden ever gave me. Even though I love growing anything. Its that whole "being one with nature" thang....

Hey Mutt, why did you have to stop growing? Maybe you already posted the answer somewhere, but I haven't come across that thread....
And I understand you completely when you say that it's more than just growing your own herb. That's why I couldn't kill my male plant...it's not just a male MJ plant to get rid of, for me...

 

[longtimegrower]

Hey mutt many happy grows. I dont no if anyone will understand this but i just love growing mj. I don`t even smoke it. I quit several years ago because i kept having panic attacks. I get a high from growing it. I guess because i can grow some killer bud and everyone i would hang around with can`t grow sqwatt. I would grow it even if i had to turn all of it over too the man just for the high of growing. part of it is that its always getting your blood too pumping and your heart to beating ninty miles an hour when your just stepping in to your patch and your plants are twice as tall as your head and have these huge buds and your thinking please let me get in and out of here. I can go to the patch and then leave and be so keyed up that i don`t even remember what the plants looked like just that they had grown. Ilove this sport. lol Slim