I'm 38 years old now, and been smoking pot since I was about 12. I started smoking to get high. I still smoke to get high. But along the way, I have reaped the benefits of cannabis in many ways. Only now, as I learn more about this plant, do I realize how much it has helped me. I have social anxiety and a mood disorder with psychotic features. When I drink alcohol in excess, which I used to, my symptoms became much worse and I developed a host of other problems. But when I smoke weed every day, as I do now, my mood is much more stable. I am not happy all of the time, but neither am I sad all of the time. I do not feel the paranoia that I feel when I don't smoke. I know, I know, it makes some people MORE paranoid. I'm just saying for me, it relieves the paranoia. What the doctors call 'delusions of persecution' do not exist when I am using cannabis daily. I am also to participate in social activities now as taking a small amount of pot before going someplace like shopping helps me to stop worrying about my environment and just enjoy what I am doing. Marijuana has helped me so much. Where I live, it is legal for medicinal use, and I have my card, so I have no reason to worry about legal issues. Now that I have come to a stable place in my mental health, I don't see myself ever using any other medication for my illness.