lol...I too shall prevail my good friend, My motto...Improvise , Adapt and Overcome. I'm doing things now that should have been done ten years ago, I'm finally accepting that yes I have PTSD / Gulf War Illness / Anxiety Disorder and it really screws with my whole life. I let the Gov't convince me in 2005 that I didn't rate when I filed for a disability, well this time I am not giving up....there is a lot that people just don't know about me, I keep that private. Just know that daily I fight the demons that found me in South West Asia, and for as long as I could I held on, now its time to address them and what they have done to me, my life and my family. I need for my safety and health to be able to semi retire and just get a low stress Joe job that will help cover the bills my disability does not pay. Now don't get me wrong, I have never had food stamps or unemployment even though I have had 26 jobs since I got back home from the war. I hate to think that now I am asking the government to give me a little help in return for my service, since the majority of problems I face is due to my military service, so lets be frank....I should have been granted my disability in 2005 now I have waited 10 years and 9 jobs to finally realize ...well this is the way it is, I'm broken and cannot be fixed.
*MMJ has been a life saver for me in many ways*