good morning OFC,,,,,i would like to say im fine but that would be a lie,,,,,,,,my son is good ive sent him to live with his aunt for a while as I try to get my world back together ,,,,,my best friend a friend ive had since 6th grade ,,my maid of honor at my wedding,,,the godmother to my child ,,,a person I call sister has ended her life a 2 weeks ago ,,,she was an RN at st judes children hospital ,,,see left me a note saying to care and love my boy ,,,but she could not take it any longer ,,,( no matter what I do they all die,)
,,she called me the night before to come by and smoke ,,,having just harvested I have plenty of weed we smoked two joints talked about old boyfriends and how crazy my dad would get when I would mess up ,and the boys he chased off because he did not like them,and what loser's they turned out to be ,,, dad was right,,,, after smoking and hanging out for over two hours she left ,,I offered her a few joints for the road but she said no,,,,,she gave me a big hung and kiss and waved good by ,,,,I had to tell my 6 year old that she was gone and I don't think I did a very good job it ,,,his gpa had to sit him down and talk with him,,,they were very close ,,,I have to go away for a while but I will be back,,,just need to come to grip with it ,,, I love you guys and I will be back ,,,,,ziggggy