It's funny to me that there is an Island of Misfits section on here, yet I still feel the same way as anywhere else . Online as well as irl.
I don't fit in. Like... anywhere. I used to think I did, but how can I?
For real lol there are two people that live inside my brain. Its a constant battle with no referee but two judges.
So...
Flow exists without pressure. It must meet resistance to create pressure, yet flow is unchanged - even as the pressure from the resistance and/or turbulence creates heat.
So...
An ecosystem that accepts chaos thrives within itself. That's not to say that sustained abuse could yeild the same result... as quickly. Or in some cases, permanently. Just that mostly only catastrophic events could ultimately disrupt it.
So...
I always feel like I'm resistance to flow that causes the catastrophic event. I hate it, but it is necessary.
Anyway...
I'm not going to post anything anymore. This is a great community with friendly neighbors, but I feel like the kink in the hose that cuts off the water for the garden because of my own psychosis.
But hey...
I'm humbled and happy to have been accepted into this group. I wish all of you happiness, gratuitous luck, and bountiful harvests
Much love,
Shawn
P.S. Lighten up on Shiloh. She's having a rough time and could use some real friendship rather that negativity and misunderstanding.
Peace out y'all.