Keef, it took a long time, and a lot of good teachers to get me this far down the road...and I am still learning everyday. Comparing grows is silly....sorta like comparing apples and oranges. I see what you produce and it's just as frosty and smokes just as well as mine does, and you hit the nail on the head....you are no longer supporting cartels, and what your medicating with is by your hand, you know it's safe and good meds. You keep up the good work Keef, and don't ever compare yourself to others, you are unique and your situation is unique and that sir make you a special person.