Keef, we all got stuff. You aren't alone in having stuff. I am about to get on my soap box. It must be nice to have your excuse to not change. I am happy that when my husband was diagnosed with MS in 1980 he didn't give up. I won't tell you all the things he went thru, i will tell you that if you looked at him today you would never know anything was wrong with him WHY? Attitude. My son had the worst seizure disorder the doc at Children's in seattle had ever seen. Seizures every 4 seconds out of ten. on medicine.. He is now held a job at costco for 20 years. you know why? we wouldn't let him be a victim. He works hard for things that come easy to his sister.
You said if your medicine helps you it will help others.But if you help others it will help you. I had a bit of brain damage my own self... almost a year ago. I didn't give up.. and say, i had a stroke. you either live as a victim or you think of others and help them. This starts at home. Bud was sick for 4 days this week. he did nothing. I was so frustrated because he helps so much and christmas is coming. What if he was like that all the time? It wouldn't have worked..
Lastly, I really love you and DD. You make me laugh daily. You are brilliant and funny and kind.
stepping off the soap box. I am sorry if i pissed anyone off.