Good morning guys and gals. I managed to survive the birthday celebration and the waitress didn't spill food all over my son, like the last time we went out with my sister. Been feeling very frustrated about the grow. While many things have come together, I feel as if I am at a plateau and there is a huge gap from where I am at, to where I want to be. Start the new job Monday and I'm a bit nervous. It all builds up. Keef, I'm a bit of a hermit as well and it can be challenging to socialize with many people. Whether it is because of my epilepsy or because of how the people who knew about my epilepsy treated me, I am very cautious about people. If you think that truthful info about cannabis is a bit hard to come by sometimes, it is much worse when it comes to accurate info about epilepsy, lol. The truly mean things that people have said and done to me, will never go away. I know I tend to push people away, and that can be the hardest thing I have tried to change about myself. At 59, I've had epilepsy for 55 years. And cannabis helps treat it, but it is not a cure.