My heart feels like it weighs a ton. On a good note, Rex (my cuz) is doing fair. He got a trach & feeding tube On Tues afternoon & was already talking & got to drink liquids while we were there on wed. Unfortunately, they plan to send him home with nurses or on hospice. That's what he really wants-- just to go home. BUT, he lives with my sister & she lives in a 2 bedroom mobile that should be torn down cause it's in bad shape. Those bad storms & rain ripped most of the corrugated tin roof off, leaving the mobile home roof exposed. Now, she has numerous leaks & mold that's starting to grow in the ceiling & walls. Not the best environment for 2 immune comprised people! Sorry to dump all this on you guys-- I know you can't fix it! I just need to talk about it. Keef just shuts down cause it's too much for him. So, I sit in anguish alone. Thanks for giving me a place to pour out my heart.