panic in paradise
meditaker/cultivator
- Joined
- Dec 6, 2009
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hey st00ner, i go to a private island some times, except this one ends with treats.
i dont know *** is going on with me man!!
what i do know, that marijuana helps me with on a daily basis is; ankylosing spondilitis, bilateral sacroiliitis, osteoarthritis, leukocytosis & anemia( thats what they tell me now, in conjunction?!?) i had a bad reaction to the TNF pain blocker Remicaid in november, and was diagnosed with polearisy, but it has continued and rival the AS, i also imediatly dropped 45lbs, ive only gained back 5, and i eat like crazy - at night.
i also have shizoeffective ddisorder + bipolar.
i have been in the midsts of psychosis, or reacting to a new antipsychotic with neuro leptic malignent syndrome, a few joints can bring me into a 3rd person type perspective, where i am able to use some cognitive skills, and rationilizations that are sensible, like, this will end soon, stay calm stay safe, smoke anther, it will end.
after getting my mmj authorization, and being able to smoke freely, i slowely and unknowingly went down from 6mg klonopin a day, to 4. now i take 4mg, but will sometimes take less, and feel safe doing so.
i love growing it, i am 'disabled' so it is my passion, well one of them that i am able to explore further with my, dead time... orchids, roses, fuschias, and marijuana. i love it every step of the way, i love to take pictures of my plants, seeing and smelling, eating, or makeing into oil, and better yet, my medicine, that i meticulously chose, and heartfully grow.
i dont know *** is going on with me man!!
what i do know, that marijuana helps me with on a daily basis is; ankylosing spondilitis, bilateral sacroiliitis, osteoarthritis, leukocytosis & anemia( thats what they tell me now, in conjunction?!?) i had a bad reaction to the TNF pain blocker Remicaid in november, and was diagnosed with polearisy, but it has continued and rival the AS, i also imediatly dropped 45lbs, ive only gained back 5, and i eat like crazy - at night.
i also have shizoeffective ddisorder + bipolar.
i have been in the midsts of psychosis, or reacting to a new antipsychotic with neuro leptic malignent syndrome, a few joints can bring me into a 3rd person type perspective, where i am able to use some cognitive skills, and rationilizations that are sensible, like, this will end soon, stay calm stay safe, smoke anther, it will end.
after getting my mmj authorization, and being able to smoke freely, i slowely and unknowingly went down from 6mg klonopin a day, to 4. now i take 4mg, but will sometimes take less, and feel safe doing so.
i love growing it, i am 'disabled' so it is my passion, well one of them that i am able to explore further with my, dead time... orchids, roses, fuschias, and marijuana. i love it every step of the way, i love to take pictures of my plants, seeing and smelling, eating, or makeing into oil, and better yet, my medicine, that i meticulously chose, and heartfully grow.